Tired, Bored, and NOT ready for tomarrow.....

Well today is much better. My pain isn't nearly as bad as it was-Thank God! Only thing is - I'm tired and worn slam the hell out today. I havent had much time to talk to anyone today so consider yourselves lucky to be hearing from me today. And tomarrow you probably wont hear from me at all tomarrow. Working 12p-12a tomarrow. That sucks. But I keep trying to make it sound better in my head by telling myself it's only gonna be 1and 1/2 hours longer than I was there today. I stand on concrete floors all day, dont get a lunch break or any breaks for that matter- no matter how long I work. It is horrible on your feet-trust me.
My oldest son, TJ's med.'s still arent ready at the pharmacy and he takes his last pill tomarrow. That is gonna SUCK!!!! He had a really bad day at school today. He got a note sent home from the teacher saying that he was crawling around under the tables, walking and wandering around the room, didnt even attepmt to do ANY of his work so he had it all sent home for me to help him with after I worked 10 and 1/2 hours today. Yeh, 3 more hours of aggitation and rude comments and smart mouth comments. Needless to say he went to bed extremely early tonight and as well he didnt get to play at all after his homework since he couldnt do his work at school and played instead-then he already had his play time in, RIGHT???? I know mean mom. Yeh, Yeh, Yeh!
Also in the meantime of all of this Eddie was in an ill mood all day and hardly even spoke to anyone. That made things easier. Yeh right. Well I would like to apologize to my mom, Sunny, for not being able to make her a birthday cake this year. I'm sorry mom. I felt terrible b/c I usually make her cake for ehr every year- but with the dentist visits and the pain just wouldnt allow it this time. I'll make it up to her somehow though. I love you mama. Guys, as badly as I hate to- I'm gonna sign off for now and get a shower and get ready for bed. Long day calling tomarrow. See you guys Friday hopefully. As soon as i figure out how, Im gonna post pictures of all 4 of our boys for you guys to see. TTYL-Goodnight- Sleep tight-and hopefully there are no bed bugs that are gonna bite. B/c I have had enough bad luck for a lifetime. See Ya.

Well I'm Back-Finally

Hey people, sorry I couldnt blog sooner but my internet went out as well as my cable and telephone for 2 days. Now I'm back and running. Starting to feel better and rest when I can. Well, hope everyone had a good monday and Tuesday. I had a good Monday but today I'm tired . Not sleeping well lately. Havent gotten to talk much to my family this week already and its kinda hard on me being away from my baby's.
Just wanted to let you guys know that I am back up and hope to hear from someone soon. I am looking forward to going to Greenville Tech to tke the placement test and pay the application fee's and get signed up for my classes. I am so excited. I have been wanting to go to school since the year I graduated and now I have set my mind that Im going to now.
I want my mom and other special family members that have been supportive with me through rough times in my life such as Tee, Clayton, Daddy, Frank, Eddie, Mama, Paul, my other mom, and a few others but these are the main one's I want to be proud that I made something of myself instead of waisting my life away with Sh*thole jobs. Know what I mean?
Well guts, Im gonna sign off it's late and once again I have to get up at 4:30am. TTYL.

And so it starts......

Well the good day is gone. Turns out I went to the dentist and had a tooth extracted last Monday and it has somehow gotten infected. So now i have got to get up at 4:30 AM ang go to my first day on a new job and then whenever I get off go back to this jerk dentist to see what now???? Probably more pain and suffering for another week. Just my luck. So for the past 3 days I have been rinsing every 30-45 minutes with peroxide----NASTY----!!!!!!
Anyway, to top all of this off, my oldest son TJ, is fixing to run out of ADHD medication and the doctor's office is a pain in the A** to get the script from. My mouth hurts so bad that I can't sleep, I'm trying to eat regardless of the pain, and having to get up too early in the morning to deal with all this all over again. Yeah. Then I had trouble signing in to my blog to write another one. Im telling you this weekend has been rough.
There is only one thing that I can say good about this weekend. I got my pin from Greenville Tech so that I can start the process to go back to school. Now I just have to go and take the placement test and pay the application fee's. Hopefully thing's will start to turn around soon. Oh, and by the way there is already some drama that I'm being warned about at my new job and it's not looking good. Hell unemployment was offering more a week than this new job b/c I will only be working 20 hours a week. That's sad right? I know. Tell me about it.
CAN ANYONE SAY VACATION???????????? I CAN DREAM CAN'T I ?????????Sorry I havent checked in in a while but I have had a hell of a time this weekend. Hopefully I can do better this week. By the way tomarrow is SUNNY'S Birthday if anyone know's her and wish her a happy birthday. I can't tell you how old she is b/c then she would kill me. Although she is suppose to be coming to see me tomarrow and spend some time with me since I don't get to see her much. Maybe that will help my week.-----PAIN PILL PLEASE----Sorry I'm in pain. well guys its late and I have to get up at 4:30am in the morning so I'm gonna go for now.TTYL......Happy Birthday Mama. I Love You very much.

Finally, A Good Day!

Last night, my sister-n-law, Kathy had her very first child. He was born at 11:15pm on February 19th. She lost her husband (my brother) back in August of 2007 due to a tragic car accident and has endured the pregnancy with the support of family an friends. She named him Charles Clayton Howe Jr. He was 6 lbs. 13.7 oz. and 18 1/2 inches long. He is beautiful. The most precious thing ever, other than of course my two children, and my brother Clay.

This has been about the best day I have had since August when we lost him. But I know he is proud of his son and will watch over him and Kathy. He always has. My mom, Sunny, is just exstatic about the new edition. She is soooooo very proud-as we all are. One thing is for sure though, he will be cherished and loved very much. Not to mention the PRINCE in the family. Although he does look like a prince. Anywho, we are all proud of him and are very happy that he is here. We have been waiting a long time for his arrival and now he is here. All of the worrying is over and we can just be here for the two people who need us the most-Kathy and Baby Clay. Maybe now we will be able to carry out a good nights rest.